There are a couple of things bugging me now.

One of which is the fact that my appetite has been going all weird lately.

I never used to be able to eat anything in the morning - I'll just get queasy and end up throwing up. Now, my standard breakfast includes a burger (ham and egg) with a packet of Milo from the snack stall in school.

Sometimes I'll still feel hungry after that :\

Since Thursday, however, I hardly had anything to fill my stomach.

Take for example,

Yesterday: a slice of bread and 1 banana
Today: 1 cheekueh and a few mouthfuls of porridge

And I'm feeling as full as I can possibly be.

I shall see if my appetite comes back to me in school tomorrow.


The other bugger (this, I think requires most attention) will be how I'm constantly think about gorgeous vampires.

That's totally, not normal. At all.

First of all, vampires don't exist. Well, I hope not. Secondly, if they did exist, they are probably evil and dangerous, not kind and lovely like Michael Glass and Edward Cullen. Let alone handsome and totally irresistable.

I swear this obsession is going out of hand.

But what to do: I'm in love with Michael and Edward :D


Then there's this realisation that hey, people are moving on. Not a bad thing for sure, but then why does it make me feel so... inadequate?

I'm probably thinking too much into things. I should be happy for them, since clearly, doing otherwise would just cause more suffering. But couldn't they have at least given some form of... advanced warning?

I'm not sad about this, neh. I know better than to be because it's best for everyone. Or maybe I just think too highly of myself.

Time passes, people move on, it's what's right.

And so I have, too. Deleted it, and I realised, it doesn't hurt.

I guess I'm moving on too.

xxx