SO CUTE :D

For those of you who still have no idea (shame on you!), JJ is the lead actor in a new Taiwanese serial :D

Show is called 《原来我不帅》 - Now, I know what you're thinking but NO, JJ 是帅的.

Dare say otherwise and see what I'll do to you =.=

I mean, while the character in the serial may not be good looking, it doesn't mean that the actor taking up the role is ugly. JJ is one good example :D

Don't believe? Watch:



JJ singing 星球! My first time listening to him sing this live cos' it's a song in his very very first album :D

*Melts*

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I'm feeling pretty proud of myself now that I've finished my revision for IH.

THANK YOU KENDRA :D

I just hope Conflict will not be tested for SBQ, 'cos this is the only topic I'm really confident for essay writing.

Yeah I'm spotting topics. Know it's bad but I really do not have much of a choice. If I have to digest all four topics (Nation-state: gulps!) I believe I will get diahorrea =.=

Was watching China's 中秋晚会 online just now and haaaaaaaa JJ was one of the few who did not lipsync! I'm so proud of him :D And there were lots more fireworks during his performance - even the organiser is biased xD

But it kinda saddens me that he is so far away in another country D: Sometimes I don't really see the point in liking a local artiste when foreigners get to see him more often that I do.

I'm greedy, ho hum.



P.S. If you're interested to watch JJ's performance, click here :D

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I woke up at 8am today, only to find myself slacking till 2pm. That's 6 hours worth of stoning in front of the computer.

I could have finished the rest of the Biology syllabus by now.

But I haven't.

I am so ultra disgusted with myself.

If I can't get myself to start on any revision today, serves me right if I fail my examinations and get kicked out of school.

Yes, I am in a bad mood =.=

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OMG PLEASE SPARE ME THOSE CHAIN SMSES WHICH PREDICT I WILL NOT DOING WELL IN MY EXAMINATIONS IF I DO NOT FORWARD THEM TO THE SPECIFIED NUMBER OF PEOPLE BECAUSE I SWEAR I WILL KILL YOU =.=

I've received more than 10 already!

And for every single one of them, I was torn between saving my money and hitting the forward button to reassure myself that the nasty predictions won't manifest...

It's a horribe dilemma to be in D: Does nothing to boost my morale which I already desperately lack.

Especially since I looked back at what I've done today and realised there's none.

Maaaaaaaan.

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I just stuffed myself with 1/4 tub of Cookies & Cream ice-cream.

Apart from filling my stomach, it was an attempt to leave myself in a state of sugar high to temporarily myself of all the stress that I'm experiencing.

Incidentally, listening to JJ's songs is also another form of stress relief and so that’s what I did as well, on top of taking spoonfuls of ice-cream.

Apparently I forgot that JJ's voice has a tendency to make me cry.

So I was pretty much a wreck just now, eating ice-cream and crying at the same time.

My maid thought I was being emo =.=

But emo or not moments ago (I swear I wasn't), I'm feeling a lot better now :D

SO BIO HERE I COME :D

P.S. I forgot to mention that although the injection did hurt yesterday, I managed to survive without the needle breaking. I just feel a little handicapped now that I don't dare to move my left arm more than I need to.

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I've been having weird nightmares involving a huge needle for the past few nights. And uncannily, in every single one of them, I'd get poked by the needle.

Wait, I don't think poked is the right word to use 'cos the needle practically disappeared into my abdomen and reappeared from my back =.=

Then I realised, the reason behind all those needle-y nightmares is the fact that I'm due for a vaccination in less than three hours.


Oh maaaaaaaaaan D:

I can still remember vividly the pain I had to endure when the nurse pierced the needle into my arm and SLOWLY pushed the syringe in when I was in Pri 6 okay =.=

What if the pain this time is too intense for me that I jump and the needle breaks?!

OMG, that'd be... lethal.

As a safety precaution, I've told my father to come and fetch me from school whether or not I pick up his calls because for all you know, I'd probably be unconscious after the jab.

I've also given Sheena the permission to man-handle me to the Alumni Room in the event that I refuse to take the injection...

See, I'm making all necessary arrangements to make sure that I face my fear.

BUT I AM STILL SCARED!

The only thing that is keeping me distracted from the immense pain that I might be experiencing after school, is the prospect of the pizza treat Ms Tan promised us...

But it's not helping that great a deal Dx

OMG jab in 2 hours!

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I genuinely think that my mum is out to ridicule me for my fanatical obsession over JJ.

Last night, while I was frantically trying, for the sake of today's test, to cram in 250成语 along with their respective meanings, I asked my mum:





"Mummy, 爱屋及乌的意思是什么?"

"哦, 比如说你很喜欢JJ对吗?"

"Ah duh."

"Then 就算他穿的衣服很难看，你也会喜欢咯."

"... ..."



On a totally unrelated note, my attempt at memorising the 250 4-word Chinese idioms failed miserably 'cos I fell asleep after learning 爱屋及乌 D: Bad, bad idea of trying to study on my bed.

But I still managed a 153/250 score - Haha I'm so proud of myself.

I also succeeded in condensing the Chemistry syllabus into 14 pages worth of notes. And that's a good start for me.

At least that's what I thought until I realised it's only a mere 12 more days to the first paper. And I haven't even started on revision for the first subject tested.

But the thought of having to revise on NATION-STATES is downright revolting.

What surprises me is how I'm still feeling so calm about everything...

Maybe it's a sign of me maturing. HAHA :D

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CCA demands that I update today.

To him, so long as I don't update every single day, it means that my blog is dying.

Yeah, and so he insists that I should revive my blog when his blog is already... dead.

No, I don't get him :D

I'm a happy girl today, 'cos I FINALLY SEE THE LIGHT IN TRIGO!

Well, I hope so anyway.

It'll be proof of how pathetic I am if I still can't get Trigo after 2 hours of tuition. Yes, and so my brain is pretty much dead now. Two hours of math kills.

I don't even see the point of learning Trigo. Eh no, I don't even understand why A Math even EXISTS. It hardly even makes sense.

AND MATH = DOUBLE WEIGHTAGE

Fail liao loh.

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No, that's not a teacher there.

That girl in the picture, that's WONG PEI SAN, writing out Bio notes FROM MEMORY on the white board.

Now, honestly.
With such powerful peer pressure, tell me how not to be stressed?

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You know, I think I'm suffering from Post-JJ Party Depression D:

Amy says it's natural, 'cos after being so close to him on Sunday, I'm bound to feel extremely hollow now that I can't see him anymore.

Lucky her is used to this feeling already. I'm not. This is the first time I'm experiencing such a sensation even.

When can I see JJ again? D:

I think I'm going to study to keep myself occupied, yay.

Okay on second thought, maybe I should just go and sleep.

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(Well, peer pressure from Kendra is POWERFUL).


Because while I'm keen to work hard on my EOY revision, I'm not the least motivated to do homework.



So I end up not doing anything at all D:

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Despite lacking very much in sleep, I didn't find myself dozing off during lessons. Not even during SIL which was on Bioengineering and Nanotechnology with disturbing pictures of pigs cut open, blood and all.

Yeah, miracle.

A Naprosyn pill was necessary though, to shut that off pain I got from the minor Migraine attack in the morning.

Apart from that, all's well :D

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4 hours of sleep over 60 hours; 6 hours under the blazing hot sun; followed by more than 3 hours on my feet - I'm drained beyond what is humanly possible.

But JJ Party II is worth it all, definitely.

1st row from the stage, 1st to shake hands with JJ, 1st up to get his autograph and 1st to shake his hand the 2nd time at the party :D

I don't care, I'm proclaiming myself the luckiest girl today, never mind what better treatment others received (hug from JJ, anyone?).

After all, it's a dream come true for me today :D

Needless to say, his performances were ultra exciting :D The party kicked off with him singing Killa and KO, then Westside, before ending with Flying on Your Wings and Baby Baby.

Then there was his "谢谢" and firm handshake during the autograph session which totally melted me :D

I'm so overwhelmed now, I can hardly think straight. I think, melted or not, it's time for me to get some decent sleep now.

Maybe I'll dream of JJ HAHA.

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It's 609am and I've only had 2 hours of sleep for the past 48 hours.

Sleep-deficiency is taking its toll on me, I know, cos my vision is a blur. Did I mention that I'm burning too?

But it's all worth the suffering cos
Geog assignment = demolished.

YES OMG IT'S OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

*Pats myself on the back*

(Credits to Cheng Aik too! For helping me edit that piece of trash... Eh heh thank you!)

And now I genuinely need my power nap. Power nap cos it's just a meagre 2-hour shut-eye. Then it's off to VivoCity...

For the long-awaited JJ Party II :D

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Is it just me, or is the world spinning?

Okay, it's just me.

So the world is spinning and I'm depressed.

数学跟我有仇

Stupid of me to actually even attempt doing math in the wee hours of the morning (no, no pun intended) when I know how hopeless I am in the subject.

I'm just going to give up and get some sleep before I completely turn into a zombie...

Father is going to be back in 1 hour~! :D

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5 down, 7 more to go.

Oof, this is ultra depressing.

I can't believe I'm actually attempting to stay up the entire night to try and finish the incredible amount of homework I am burdened with (which will explain why I'm still up at this ungodly time of 3am). I won't be surprised if Migraine strikes any time soon.

What's more upsetting is that progress has been at an all-time low, and I'm drifting off to sleep every other minute... I've got absolutely no idea how long more I'm going to last.

Plus there's hardly anyone left online to keep me awake while I struggle in my tackle against nasty chemical calculations...

Gotta. Hang. In. There!

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Ho hum, my attempt at starting on decent work is completely futile.

Alright, so I've started, but getting them done is beyond me, me thinks.

And it just started to dawn on me just how much work I've got to finish in two days. Which, needless to say, is A LOT.

For countless times I've told myself not to get myself into such trouble, but time and time again, I find myself stuck in the same situation...

For sure on Sunday night, I will freak out and stress myself so much that a migraine aggravation would be imminent.

Just when will I start learning? Sigh.

I might just consider staying up late to demolish as many homework as I can tonight. This way, I can get some proper work done while waiting for my father to return!

Yessssssss, after one long, gruelling month, my father is finally coming back!

*Dances around*


Okay now! Back to work.

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I'm back in the blogging business, baby!

After my attempt at neglecting my previous blog for more than 6 months, which I must say was quite successful, I realise I still need an outlet for venting of frustrations after all.

Better than chucking things within my reach, no?


But something tells me that this is undoubtedly the worst time I should find myself recovering my passion for blogging, since end-of-years are in less than a month and school is reopening on Monday.

Nevertheless, here's just a short post announcing my return... Will update soon after I get some decent things done.

In the meantime, do leave me a tag with your new blog address if there's any and I'll link asap.

Later!

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