The dark times are overrrrrrr.
I owe Cheng Aik and Yen Jin, BIG TIME :D
And Kendra too, even if she didn't exactly know what was happening, haha.
There are just no answers to
everything. The things I'm doing? Well, they are just what I
have to do, whether or not I like to. And just because I deem the things that I'm doing to be trivial, it doesn't mean that I can just give up on them.
These are my reponsibility, what I've been entrusted with and I just have to fulfill them, happy or not. I've chosen to take up a position, and I just have to live up to it, even if it means being busy. Even if it means being busy despite not enjoying so.
I just have to learn to like what I'm doing. Nothing else is going to make things any better.
Wallowing in self-pity especially.
xxx
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