I've been having weird nightmares involving a huge needle for the past few nights. And uncannily, in every single one of them, I'd get poked by the needle.
Wait, I don't think
poked is the right word to use 'cos the needle practically disappeared into my abdomen and reappeared from my back =.=
Then I realised, the reason behind all those needle-y nightmares is the fact that I'm due for a
vaccination in less than
three hours.VACCINATION = VACCINATION JAB = INJECTION!
& INJECTION+ ALLYSSA = ALLYSSA + SCARED!
Oh maaaaaaaaaan D:
I can still remember vividly the pain I had to endure when the nurse pierced the needle into my arm and SLOWLY pushed the syringe in when I was in Pri 6 okay =.=
What if the pain this time is too intense for me that I jump and the needle breaks?!
OMG, that'd be... lethal.
As a safety precaution, I've told my father to come and fetch me from school whether or not I pick up his calls because for all you know, I'd probably be unconscious after the jab.
I've also given Sheena the permission to man-handle me to the Alumni Room in the event that I refuse to take the injection...
See, I'm making all necessary arrangements to make sure that I face my fear.
BUT I AM STILL SCARED!
The only thing that is keeping me distracted from the immense pain that I might be experiencing after school, is the prospect of the pizza treat Ms Tan promised us...
But it's not helping that great a deal Dx
OMG jab in 2 hours!
xxx